(okai, I know you'll deviate now that I've made this plainly simple request. lol, But I don't mind, be good and do your worst!)
So sorrowful and not just bleeding awry,
I soak the sand, deep red!
In anger I've known not before, cry I,
Into the soil, my essence has bled.
Such value in intermittent charm, I say,
The world makes my heart 'ere thunder,
In my chest, my heart seeps silently away,
What have I done to invoke such wonder?
In careless whispers of un-toyed emotion,
I shudder in strange, unwilling anticipation.
I know I've suffered inscrutable demotion,
I lie low for a time, in this languid segregation.
As rigid as the rock that stands at Gibraltar,
as stony as stone, as she can be,
I love her enough to take to the altar,
like a moth to a flame, I'll never see....
I let out unconsciously, a human emotion,
So softly subtle, yes I should know....
To her image in my mind, there's utter devotion,
for years in progression, Love knows how to grow....
Her eyes, they sparkle, just like the dew,
She sifts through my mind like hay....
What am I now? What have I turned into?
Will I even live to see that day?
Such questions as these, they plague my mind,
They lie unanswered, dark blue in the background.
To search these answers, that I know I shan't find,
no not a clue, not a hint, not till her I've found....
Don't blame the girl, blame the heart that feels for her.... :o) Live by that thought, and you'll see the beauty of living in a life filled with the pleasure of unending pain....