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  • May. 12th, 2004 at 6:34 PM
In too deep, Brood
whatever the scene, there's a choice in all of us....
No need to figure on for eternity cares not....

No value in eternal strife and judgement,
that fears none of our hearts, for time immemorial....

Joining in blissful silence I see not a drop of tearless wettness..
I weep, in liquid fantasy,...

Choosing a path so oft assembled,
I shake my thoughts off into utter oblivion....

Such feelings as don't perish by day,
Such anger that lasts deep into the folds of sleep....

You must be wondering what this is.... :) If you're still unsure, I trust it was worth posting it here. :)

God bless you and good luck,



alexli wrote:
May. 12th, 2004 06:46 am (UTC)

was this yours?
I didn't really wondered what it was.
it made almost perfect sense
i guess in a "lynch"-ian way.
it seems you are getting wiser
and i'm grateful ;)
I need to have a personal chat with you
there have been some changes
i liked the last line...
a lot
anger lasting long into the fold of sleep
i love all the things that are folded deep in the sheets of sleep

take care pal,
angiasaa wrote:
May. 21st, 2004 05:05 am (UTC)
Sweet, very very sweet....
Yes Alexli, It was mine. :) It's funny how sometimes, you just know what it is I'm saying.... Most people I know, They see what I say, but they don't see what I'm trying to say.... It's like a monologue without a voice, like a lecture without a heart....

I'm never the wiser, if anything, I'm just being more cautious.... A lot of things have been happening at my end.... Most of them are unbearably nerve wracking.... Somethings are painful but I know where they're headed.... It's not going to change what I know.... :)

I guess I need to have a nice conversation with you as well, it's been a while since we've really talked....

Sleep is one of the few things I really value and cherish.... The other being true friends and my heart and feelings.... When I can't sleep, the frustration pains and tortures me, but I know that somewhere, deep inside, there's a fold in my covers that is just waiting to take me into itself and keep me warm....

F.F.E.A.E., and thankyou Al_,
pinak wrote:
May. 12th, 2004 08:30 am (UTC)
problem with decision taking/making?
alexli wrote:
May. 12th, 2004 12:20 pm (UTC)
not exactly
mostly problem with things that have decided for me
who are you?
pinak wrote:
May. 12th, 2004 08:24 pm (UTC)
me pinak from hyd.
angiasaa wrote:
May. 21st, 2004 05:06 am (UTC)
Nope.... Problem ith self accepting/terminating.
(no subject) - (Anonymous) - May. 13th, 2004 01:08 am (UTC)
angiasaa wrote:
May. 21st, 2004 05:06 am (UTC)
Thankyou sharat Gaaru! :) Thankyou!
psychog wrote:
May. 13th, 2004 05:37 am (UTC)
Welcome back dormant fella!
angiasaa wrote:
May. 21st, 2004 05:11 am (UTC)
datempest wrote:
May. 14th, 2004 04:45 am (UTC)
such tears that pierces the deepness of sorrow, can only be melted by the warmth of love.

Feelings dont perish, they can only get stronger and stronger. Let them get stronger, dont be afraid. There is nothing bad that can result out of this. Remember, you have an angel watching over you.

An Angel
angiasaa wrote:
May. 21st, 2004 04:58 am (UTC)
perish those feelings?
I'm not afraid of the feelings that arise or that exist, I'm only afraid of ceasing to believe, of ceasing to note existance, of voiding my heart....

I have an angel, and I'm proud of it.... :)

Don't stop watching.... Even when I'm gone, don't stop....