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Taut by Tee, Deedle Dum, Deedle Dee!!

  • Mar. 12th, 2004 at 12:19 PM
In too deep, Brood
Having slept late, I rose from bed hardly 15 minutes from the precise moment that I climbed in and wandered aimlessly around the house....


Mom came to the rescue early morning, and gratefully, I accepted a piping hot cup of freshly brewed tea. Even after so many years, the habit of having my tea brewed in isolation with the milk, sugar and zappers coming separately, has yet not passed my days. :)

Sipping on tea, contemplating life and it's various refractory angles, I slipped into cool thought.... Expanding theories of matter and energy, the turbidity lashing against the decrepit shores of understated visions touching vaguely, but surely, the qualities that preach enlightenment.


Trapped in my soul is an animal I know I can never train completely, and yet, for what must seem like an eternity to lower species, I cease not my kaydeeyohs to achieve a stable barrage.


All this through the bland necessity that spews forth from constant mental stimulation. Acute throes of intellectual contractions cease my thoughts and I am suddenly of the opinion that I'm such a small speck, a miserable little atoms worth, in the vastness of pure understanding....

Staring into a point far from focused in reality, I prod at my thoughts, watching them ooze out like oil from a sponge, coagulating and gently, taking shape.... Grappling in envious delirium, I wonder anew....

It's what I make it out to be for myself that makes any difference, for in the end, it was foretold even before my stroke, that for mighty as the minds powers may be, I'm bound by bionic incredulity to schedule lethargy into slots of tables geared toward the rest phase.



Guardrails drawing clear-cut boundaries around my thoughts, I peer uncertainly, bewildered and reeling from the appearance of height thus inclined.... No mortal thought escaped those moments, I'm amute to coinage in simplicity. It's the simple that makes complexity what it is....

It's basically issueless, but at the end of the day, it's the heart that draws us along those reinforced tracks of moralistic justice....


Ask not for freedom, it's something you already have.... You have to learn to first find it, and then to flex it into its limitless expansion.... Glory shines on one who finds freedom from himself.... I'm a captive in my own mind!

Kaydeeyoh!

Comments

datempest wrote:
Mar. 12th, 2004 03:32 am (UTC)
tee diddle dum diddle dee!

Trust you to come up with something vaguely understandable, yet crazy funny... or is it just my really beserk sense of humor?*blinks*
angiasaa wrote:
Mar. 12th, 2004 07:19 am (UTC)
I'd like to compliment your really beserk sense of humor but I've save that for another day I think. lol!
subtle_blues wrote:
Apr. 10th, 2005 05:27 am (UTC)
OK I give up!
my vocabulary kinda fails me with this one..

But a "TEA" can do this to you!! Wow.. How come all my "tea" does is wake-me-up and nothing more!!
:o)
angiasaa wrote:
Apr. 10th, 2005 05:22 pm (UTC)
It's not really the tea itself that does the trick on me, it's my understanding of the tea and my mood of the moment, that grapples me like a bullhorn and gets my thoughts into a lethargic viscosity. I can't help it, thought is something that simply overtakes me at the first chance that I give it. :o)

As to your Vocabulary, you're still only human. We all are.... We just need experience, and understanding. Understanding you have, it's experience that you are lacking in.

One day, you'll pass me by and I'll be scrambling to figure out what it is that you wish to say....

We're all only human, it's us who have to pull each other up.... :o) For the moment, I'm pulling on you, but in a while, one fine day, our roles shall be reversed.

It may happen soon, it may happen years from now, it may happen once I die, but in the end, if we have gained even a shred of learning from it all, I think it was all definitely worth it. :o)

Kaydeeyoh!
subtle_blues wrote:
Apr. 11th, 2005 05:43 pm (UTC)
Understanding you have, it's experience that you are lacking in.
thank you, n will work on the "experience" part of it..

I know this is a lil off topic here.. but do u still intend to respond to the reply to your 'reply' that I left a long while ago on one your posts.i think it was the MCP post.. :)

One day, you'll pass me by and I'll be scrambling to figure out what it is that you wish to say....
:) heaven(or what ever) forbid it.. I wouldn't want that.. what's the point if you don't really get what I'm trying to say! In every probability I would be branded "mad"!
:o)
angiasaa wrote:
Apr. 11th, 2005 09:34 pm (UTC)
Experience will come your way, you don't need to go look. Just don't run away from it when it does track you down. :o)

Oh, I totally forgot abou that one. Read your reply a long time ago, Thought I'd get back from my exam and then reply, but well, it totally slipped my mind. You might have to remind me again. :o))

what's the point if you don't really get what I'm trying to say! In every probability I would be branded "mad"!

I'm branded mad. But that is only today.... We all wanna pass the buck on.... :) And we all don't reside in Amsterdam. :P But don't worry about it, people will say you're mad, people will look at you with frustrated faces, people will brand you an outcast, but you'll not want to be a part of them, you'll live in a world of your own making, you'll not care a darn about what those miserable twits have to say. It's your life, you're making the best of it, and there is no God, save Allah!

Kaydeeyoh! :o)