Angirasa Acharya (aka Jim....) (angiasaa) wrote,
Angirasa Acharya (aka Jim....)
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I said something to someone very dear to me today, which sounded nice, for some reason....


Background : I sent an sms last night.... It was as they say, in the moment if you know what I mean.... Looking back on it now, I don't see the value of it, but speaking one-on-one with that individual, this is what I said in regard to the sms....

That was just a moment in my life
Hopefully, when I'm old and decrepit, I'll look back upon my life as one long moment.


:o) Sweet! You think not? lol! I thought it was anyway.... Some years down the line, I might not think it was "sweet", but heck, I'm in the moment remember.... :P



On another note:
There are some things that wrap around us and engulf us completely, they swallow us into their midst and we have no choice but to accept our fates.... Life is such a terribly delicate thing, a small blade, slightly sharpened, can simply carve a slit, and life oozes out like it was just waiting to be released....


Sometimes, when you look back at parts of your life, you feel sorry, some things happen that you really never wanted to happen. Yet, you might be the cause of those very happenings.... The only consolation that there is, is understanding....


When the people who get hurt involuntarily understand that you never meant any of that harm, that's peaceful.... Yet, in a way, it's a pacifying disgruntled feeling that overwhelms us, and we refer back to the memory like some lost emotion, that we wish to flee from as well as can't bear to let slip into the lost folds of our minds....



On Love:
They say that "It's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all....". In a way, that's true.... But so painful, I'd never suggest it to anyone, living or dead, Life has'nt yet adapted to the crushing emotional strains applied by the loss of love....

Love changes a lot of things in your life.... One of them is your life.... It changes beyond mere words can describe.... When life snaps, the remaining emotion that lingers on tends to mutate and change.... The change that love makes to ones life is so profound and all inclusive, that raking it all back to what it was initially is mammoth enough a task to remain unaccomplished even if you worked at it all the rest of your life....

An instants worth of love can leave so profound an impact upon the emotional part of a being, that even an entire lifetime spent trying to undo it can never really successfully undo any part of it....


Random Stuffing:
Watching pale but livid shadows peel themselves at angles on the complex walls of imagination in my mind....

Seeing things that don't really exist, people calling wildly behind the eerie clanging of Meat hooks past midnight.

People seeing, even before I speak, they judge and conclude before I appear!
What monstrosity do I harbor in this sick, pathetic mind of mine? Ask not, for I fear I shan't stop myself in time to grant favour to your soul.... :)

Kaydeeyoh!
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