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Then.... and Now....

  • Feb. 12th, 2004 at 4:42 AM
Mindless Moments
When I was a kid, people thought I was a good for nothing freak of nature that could'nt think and would never be capable of thinking in all it's life....

Today, people look at me and stop thinking!

They have'nt given me anything, and I have'nt learnt anything from them.... I've just been through one disaster after another until I regained my balance.... When I stood up, I saw lifeless bodies around me.... Heck, I'm alive, they've all fallen away....

When it came to being the asshole, I did'nt do my job too well, but people tend to eat their tongue out often enough.... :)



datempest wrote:
Feb. 11th, 2004 03:27 pm (UTC)
Eat my heart out, atleast your standing up!

People look at you and cant stop thinking, because no one can understand what you are made off... or what is going on in that mind of yours... except(sometimes) me of course!!!

Its good to be alive, Live it up!!!
angiasaa wrote:
Feb. 11th, 2004 03:38 pm (UTC)
/me chews carefully, making sure to bite on each morsel 32 times before swallowing. :)

True, few people can even begin to realize the confusion in my head. :"> My mind's pretty much what they call "Opaque"....

You're one of the few lucky people who can look at my face or hear my voice and know what's in my mind....

Yes, It's great to be alive! And I'm living it up and down and round and round and I'm never giving up on it till I'm dead.... I'll still not giveup I guess, I'd haunt everything around me. :P

Kaydeeyoh and Peace!
atharvan wrote:
Feb. 14th, 2004 06:53 am (UTC)
And cheers to that!!
I cannot claim to know you or even a fraction of what you are, but the little I know makes me say that you are really an example for many of us..
As for the others who stop to deprecate against you, well...this shows how much of their own lives they're wasting. It is good to live and keep trying. What if you fall once or twice or yet more times? You'll have tried. And success comes when one dares to think and act.
angiasaa wrote:
Feb. 14th, 2004 10:18 am (UTC)

It's not that I'm indecpiherable, it's just that to get to me, one has to dig through layer upon layer of misleading evidence. And usually, when one feels they're found the deepest layer, they realize that they're just begining to scratch the surface....

As for the others who stop to deprecate against you, well...this shows how much of their own lives they're wasting.

I used to think the same way, and that brought me a long way ahead of what I was.... But of late, my thoughts have varied and mutated, Now, I feel a kind of a pleasure in seeing how people really believe they can change a mind with as much momentum as mine has, just by projecting their deprecations at me.... :) Call it ridicule, but I really feel uttlely pleased with myself when I see them trying, it gives me a wealth of hope to go on in life and be who i am and wanna be....

And success comes when one dares to think and act.

Agreed.... :) You're absolutely right, But it's strangely, not an easy path to walk upon.... I've tried, stubbed my toes against rocks and boulders, have continued and fallen time and again, and I'm still trying in the hope that one day, I shall realise my goals....

atharvan wrote:
Feb. 14th, 2004 11:07 am (UTC)
Other people's negative thoughts about me have always had a positive effect upon me; they have always thrust me forward, not in reaction to these derogatory remarks, but - how to say - inspite of them..
And failure is usually the initial outcome, or should I say, the most usual outcome of all trials. I am beset by them, and often I am inclined to give up. But some stubborn streak in me refuses to give up and tells me to keep on trying..
Good luck and